I’ve wanted to let out a few things regarding my mothers death for the past 5 and 11/12th years now.

Such as:
The atmosphere of it all.

The things that happened before.

The things that happened shortly after.

What I felt.

To a person who has experienced something kind of similar to me.
I was so close to just letting it all out yesterday. It has honestly been attacking me for a long time.
All the unanswerable questions and thoughts but then the subject changed.

One thing that sucks about getting close to someone is the fear of losing them.

For a long time I lived my life reminding myself that ‘I didn’t deserve happiness’ and that ‘if I worked hard towards something I would never be able to accomplish anything to its full potential.’

You’re worth too much to loose.

Confession.

I am a closet technology/gadget freak.

Give me any phone, I’ll be able to tell you all it’s features and I’ll be able to figure out all it’s functions in under 10 minutes.

Give me any phone and I’ll be able to fix it.

Give me any laptop or desktop and I’ll be able to remove any virus, make it faster or fix any lcd screen.

It’s quite sad tbh. Only 2 people know this about me.. LOL

Anonymous asked:
Y u so beautiful?

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Regardless, in the end I’ll become dust just like how I started and you won’t remember this “beauty” you say I posess. I know I went all deep on you but it’s the truth.

Gangnam Style.

Dad and I are currently raving to Gangnam style in the car.

Fob family members that are staying with us are looking at us with ‘Wtf’ faces.
MY DAD AND I ARE POINTING TO HIM AS PSY SAYS ‘OPPAN GANGNAM STYLE’ LOOOOOOL

H8ERSZZ GON’ H8!!!!!1!!!!ONE!!1!!

It’s all about you.

傷的心　始終會怕又再錯摸有了你在遇著淚流仍然容易過(暖透我心的經過)　你最清楚


我眼中分分秒秒也有你我每次想起　已滿心歡喜你我之間都有過太多趣味

I don’t wanna break your heart
I wanna give your heart a break.

"You have to see the beauty inside of a person to have a long and healthy relationship"

I just overdosed on coffee

omg my heart is pounding like crazy LOOL

A summary of my birthday dinner ^.^ (Aug 6 @ London Marriott Hotel Park Lane Restaurant) 

There’s a lot that you don’t notice
When you read between the lines
The future’s out of focus,
When you’re blinded by the light.
It’s a hope for all the hopeless
In the worst of trying times.
I resort to being speechless’
Cause our love won’t survive.